ever just sit there and think? and i dont mean about the petty girl bullshit at school. i mean really think. about everything, what you could of done differently? or if you worded something differently would things be different? and you hate the fact that your letting yourself think about these things that you know make you upset. people always say if it makes you upset or angry dont think about it just ignore it it will just make you feel worse. well in a sence there right but to be honest are they really right? if you just dont think about it wont it get worse on its own? if you leave something alone for long enough it should go away right? well no. truth is its always going to be there you cant just block it out. the longer you leave it just sitting in your mind with no answer no suloution its just gonna linger there untill its attended to. its like running away from a problem no matter how long you leave it. its always going to be there when you get back. its true if you leave that thought just lingering in your mind it will get worse cause it will always be in the back of your mind than you wont be able to sleep and get anxious and everyone hates that. but than your scared you might say something wrong and the hole thing will blow out again and you’ll be in the same situation again. well that could happen than again it might not happen. truth is you wont know unless you try it.

“My Dearest Allie. I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. -Noah”